They ignore each other and look the other way, but they both know, deep down inside, that it wasn’t supposed to end this way.

Day 25- South Park!

Haha, this chinese dude's too funny =p

I'm watching South Park right now, and it's about how kyle created the "Coon & Friend's" superhero group, and they're trying to save the oil spill. It's pretty funny... hahahaha. 

Today was goodd. I got to sleep in, accidently. Haha, I got an excused note and it was awsome[= 

Damon got in toruble]= got 10 days of OSS which sucks, but the funny part is that Connor was fighting too but he got 4 X-block detentions HA, he's so lucky. But I feel bad for Damon. Wow Poneh just said the most random thing to me, it's funny how she realized what was going on, and now she's trying to set me up with the kid, haha. Even though it's neeevvverr gonna work, since we don't talk. And other stuff. Who cares, boys are retarded and they have down syndrome. But I like the gay ones, they make good best friends, although they can be gay at times. 

So I think it's entertaining when someone deletes you off their friends because they're mad or something, it's really funny[= me and carlie laughed a lot, cuz it's funny, yeah. She think's it's cuz the person's "insecure" about themselves, I mean that could be true. You never know. 

This week has been going by soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow. I think everyone agrees with me on this one. I'm looking forward to the weekend, BUT my freakin dad signed me up for this teen soccer competition thing for 17U for girls, I didn't even know about it. So now I have to play 3 soccer games BACK TO BACK, reminds me of NASA. Ugh I guess my weekends gonna be pretty long too. Whatever it'll be fun I guess. Haha my dad's so funny he wants me to run with him right now.. uh no. That's definitely not gonna happen =p

The gym sucked today, then again it sucks any other day, I hate this trainer, just cuz he's been in the army does NOT mean he can make me do the saame shiiiit he had to do, i'm dying! But i'm in shape now, YAY!

But anywayy, south park's over and now i'm gonna go back to reading the rest of my book (360 pages left, and it's due friday) god help me finish it! If not I'll just go on sparknotes[= 

Oki that's it for tonight, night night!

Day 24- Hi

Helloo. I'm bored, and I'm happy, cuz I just realized that my project isn't due tomorrow! Yay. School sucked today, again. But then again, school always sucks. I can't WAIT to graduate[= then I wouldn't have to see everyone at this stupid school, well majority of them at least. Blaaaahhh. I'm watching The Happening, it's a stupid movie, but I didn't know what else to see so I put it in my calender like 3 days ago haha. It would suck if air made everyone kill themselves, =p. Anyway, my dad got back my lap results, or test whatever they're called, and I have to go to hospital, again. Great. Whatever. This is getting so old. 

I wish i was famous, then I'd be rich haha, and I wouldn't have to worry about half the shit I'm worrying about now. Yupp. I don't know what to write about, blah. I can't wait for the weekend [= it's gonna be sooo much fun. 

Anywayyyy, I'm gonna go, bye bye.

Day 23- I have my reasons

Ahhhh my head is full of hatred/love all sort of crap! Today's been a long day and I am ready to just lay down and fall asleep[= 

Today i kinda learned (again) that i should NEVER believe someone, and it's really easy for someone to say they care about you soo much and that they would do anything to be with you.. well yeah that's all bullshit. Right when they find someone else, they're gone, you turn into dust in their minds. It's not surprising, since really 4/5 guys or girls always end up being fake little jerks. ( I would use more/strong words but i will do that later on ). Haha. I'm trying to just let go of EVERYTHING, like seriously, everything. I'm telling myself "you don't deserve someone who's gonna try you butter you up with their sweet words and then BAM just throw you under the bus and let me get crushed into million pieces." It's just not good for me to keep being upset. I'm over it, yeah over it. It didn't happen, they'd rather be with someone else, so good. I hope they go out for 4 fucking years. Actually I hope they get married. 

Nah they can go fuck themselves I don't give a damn[= I'm not that nice. I'm not nice after a certain level. 

But hey again, "ITS WHATEVER" righhhht??? Yea.

So yeah I still haven't thought of a way to get my anger out from today and other stuff. I think I'm gonna go play paint ball with ian and brennen and some other people, it'll be fun. And then saturday i'm gonna dance (yay, the number one thing that makes my anger go away!) So that should be fun too. 

BLubber, family guys so funny i love it. So im gonna go watch the rest, yayy byeee.

P.S.  I might turn this into a private thing, idk yet i'm thinking about it. 

&& Current Song I'm Listening tooo isssss ::::: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RUSRxTpI80&ob=av3e

Day 22- .

I can't do it, nope. I can't. 

At all

oki bye.

Day 20 & 21- I can never write a blog each day ]=

Last night was pretty fun, my costume didn't stay on too well, haha. And I pretty much was dead last night, I passed right out, it was amazing. Today's just a normal day, nothing too special. Just watching a movie at my house, no ones here, it seems as though my parents have more of a life than I do haha. That's good for them I guess. 

I'm in a weird mood, shocking. I think I'm tired of people thinking that they haven't done anything wrong. I mean if 10 people agree with the action that you've done and if they say it's wrong, then I'm pretty sure that it's wrong. You just can't debate it. Eh whatever. 

I need to start new. I've decided that this is probably going to come to an end soon, I need to be myself, feel free. I don't want to be unhappy and happy at the same time, I just wanna be happy. And in order to do that, I need my brain to just simply let go of some things/people. I can't let my brain go through torture for someone who obviously doesn't do the same thing, or just doesn't care. That's just not fair to me, nor my brain, or heart. It's gonna be extremely hard, but I'll get through it, I hope. 

Tomorrow's Justin's birthday. And I was thinking of asking Heather where they live so I could go put a card in their mailbox, since I don't know if I'd be attending church tomorrow >.<

I have to go run with Nico. He thinks we need to condition a lot, because track is going to be way more strict this year, which is true. 

Anyway, I'm gonna go dry my hair and come watch the rest of my movie,

Bye bye.

Day 19- Wooow.

I totally just saw something after school that I did not want to see. 

And to be honest I don't know if I can actually go through with this whole "friends" thing.. expecially after seeing that. I don't know. I don't think I can do it. 

Gonna go look for a costume. Whatever, don't feel like typing; pissed. Later.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W1X9zJuDOs

Day 19- These days are going by too slow.

Holaa. Today was a bad day... again. Went to school, it sucked. I was tired, and i couldn't concentrate. And then I got home, I went costume shopping with Abby, couldn't find anything]= and neither could she. And I just went running with my dad, I was gonna go by myself, but since it was dark my dad got "scerrd" cuz he's a "panzy" haha. Now I'm really tired. I'm in a better mood I guess. Eh this sucks. But whatever. I have to do my German project by the time I go to sleep, although I might need some company while I do my project. So right now I'm watching this movie, it's a Halloween movie, and it's really old. It's a kids movie but I like it =p

I also love this song  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D061BGbHmzM&feature=player_embedded#at=45

I just heard it today, and I think it's amazing and I'm in love with it. And it relates. 

I don't really have much to write about tonight, but I guess I'm gonna go start on that project noww. Bye bye.

Day 18- "It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind If ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why should I say anything at all"

Today went by too slow. And that speaker made me really sad, i felt really bad. I don't like seeing people like that, i know i shouldn't feel sorry for him because he's accomplished so much throughout his life, and he still is. I don't know.. I just wanted to get up and give him and biiiiig hug, i loved how his attitude was completely positive, it that was me, and i were born like that, i would probably cry myself to sleep every night, and i sure as hell wouldn't be able to accomplish so much. People need to take their lives more seriously. Like me, I can't be worrying about someone who's not gonna come back. I have to focus with school. From now on, it just has to be school school school work school school school cod school school school tumblr school school school. That's it. Not gonna stress about anything or anyone anymore, at all. Ugh this is allll easier said than actually done. Doesn't mean i'm not gonna TRY to go along with it. I'm gonna try to do all this stuff like i wrote, baby steps baby steps. Ha wow. 

So I have a test on friday, with this said, i should really be filling out the rest of my history study guide because i didn't get to finish it because i had too many things on my mind. Soo yup. I'll do it in 30 minutes, I have time. It's kind of weird writing this, I feel like, no one reads it, except for someone. But that all changed so, yeah, no one. I mean it was meant to be only for me anyways, so it's not like it's a big deal. Hopefully i'll actually remember to write these, haha. Since i'm soo forgetful. 

ANYWAY, I went to T.J. Maxx today, gave them my crap and they said "We'll call you as soon as possible" but then again, they all say this. I just hope i get the job. If i don't... then i guess i have to apply somewhere else. But the worse part is the waiting. I'm SO impatient it's annoying, I can't wait for anything.. at all. 

Blah i'm hungry, for some reason i've lost 4 pounds.. dunno why.. Oh yeah, maybe it's cuz of that STUPID TRAINER. Damn! He makes me work my butt off! It's so annoying, I almost blacked out from it all yesterday, but that was cuz i only had crackers before i left. It's okay though, I'm getting in shape[=

GOT THAT SHIKIRA BODY!! Hahahah I wish, hopefully i'll get there soon=D

Gonna go do homework, LATER, 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yz7nE6GcvqM

Day 17- ..fkj.dhg.ksdfhjkd screw me.

Right now? I hate my life. My parents keep bitching left and right. I need a decent job. I don't deserve a lot of people in my life. Mostly one, I need to end it but how? I love him, too. How can I not? After a year and something, of course I'm gonna love him. Anyone would. But I DON'T deserve him, no. Not one bit. And I hate myself for that. I hate the decisions that I've made. I wanna go back in time and change it. My life's obviously fucked over. Not because of him... Just me. You told me you liked me, I liked you too. But I should've kept it to myself. It would've caused me less pain than right now. I hate seeing him in the hallway knowing that I can't hug him in front of people. I hate seeing girls all over him, even though he refuses to accept it, he knows they like him. But what can I do right? Nothing. And why? Well you know. I'm tired of feeling like this. I mean at first I felt kind of special, I felt like I was the only one who saw his personality and how amazing he was/is. But I guess not, everything comes to an end, and from my perspective as of right 2 weeks ago, I'm nothing special to him anymore. I mean it's okay, good for him, I guess. I would definitely do the same thing. But why is it killing me? Oh yeah because I basically spent half my relationship time worrying about him not the person I should've been concerned about. I don't regret it, I know I said I would take it back. But I meant my actions, I don't mean my feelings. I'm 239.99% sure that he's going to find someone verry soon. Who am I to judge after all, right? I just wanna let him know that 'I love you, and I'll always be there, no matter what. You mean a whole lot to me, and I'm sorry I can't show it.'

Day 13/14/15/16- Merging.

I'm way too lazy to try to write four more posts.. So I'm just gonna merge all of'em together. Basically for the past few days I've been sick, wooh. And with me being sick, I've also been really cranky, impatient, hopeless, and unlucky. I've pushed some people further apart from myself, I'm disappointed in myself. But what hurts me more than being angry at myself is that the people/person that I've pushed away actually took the effort to move apart from me. I know I shouldn't whine about it, but it pisses me off. I feel like I'm not even close with them anymore. 

 

Blaah. I don't know.. Whatever I guess. 

I'm toooo pissed and I'm drowsy! They took so much blood out of me, and that wasn't even freaking necessary. Woooow. Stupid doctors. Okay bye.

Day 12- Making up for all the lazy moments..

I don’t know when it happened, but my life has become like a tree in the autumn - it is falling apart, and I don’t know how to stop it. I can only collect the falling pieces, and find somewhere to put them until things start blooming again.

Day 11- Two types.

There are two types of waiting in unrequited love

Waiting for the return: When all you’re doing is waiting for the day they realize how perfect you two would be together, consequently leading them to finally return the feelings you’ve had for them all along.

Waiting for them to move on: When you know deep down inside that nothing is ever going to happen between you and the one you love, yet you continue to falsely hope for otherwise — but what you’re really just waiting for is for them to find someone other than you so that you, too, can finally move on and let go.

Day 10- Don't flick my beans.

I wish i was still 5 years old, and my parents could just read me a story, and tuck me in, so i could go to sleep. Blah, i'm really tired, i wanna pass out, but i'm thirsty. And my dogs are just laying on top of me sleeping right now so i can't really move=/

Today was okay, pep rally sucked really bad, we need some black dancers in pope. Oh my god wheelers dance team would SMOKE pope. I miss being on wheelers dance team ]= I wish i could still do it but i can't, i kinda wanna be an emcee so just i could dance but nahh i don't have all that 'pope' spirit, so i guess that wouldn't really work out for me. Wow my mom just dropped my water. Wow i really don't want her to be here right now, she's kind of annoying me. And i definitely do not wanna share a bed, with her, and both my dogs... I think i'm pretty capable of spending the night by myself at this house, even though it looks haunted. So right now i'm pretty concerned about this one person, because he's sad]= and i really wanna do something to cheer him up. His dad's an ass. I think i'm gonna try and do something with him this weekend. =D Hopefully that will cheer him up! Haha. Ah i really want to go see the Emory thing on Wednesday, but i have to go to two classes for AO so i can't]= ugh, it's pissing me off. And i really don't wanna do the PSAT. It's gonna be so boring, but whatever. Okay well i need to go update my Tumblr so i'm gonna stop writing. I'll write tomorrow, night night. [= 

day 8 & 9- I'd rather pass

I'm too tired to even remember what I did yesterday and the day before that. And I'm too lazy too. 

Day 7- "Oh nooo did that hit crazy stairs??"

This right here looks like you [=

"so fluffy!" Haha, and yes you are a whore. But it's okay though. I'm watching family guy right noow.. =D I'm so excited haha, but i'm also in a bad mood, cuz of my freaking dad! Ugh. Whateverr. Yay my dogs are with me right now[= and they're sleeping, like always. I love how Max's butthole looks like two eyes, cuz his hair curls up twice so it looks like his butt has eyes >=]. Anyway. I'm pretty sure I failed that math quiz today, idk why we have to have two math quizzes in 2 days. So gay.. like you. Hahahahha. Juuust kidding. It feels like i'm talking to myself, but i'm not so whatever. I don't know what to be for Halloween. I don't know what else to write for tonight and plus my arms hurt too bad so i'm just gonna stop so byee.

Day 6- Productive Day!

Today actually was okay. I'm beginning to balance things out, well mostly with my family, but with school work too. I hope i can do the same thing with my friends. I need to seriously make up my mind about some things, i can't just drag this a long like it's not a bad thing. I wish i didn't have to face something so hard, but i have to deal with it. Hopefully i'll come up with something soon. So i had to work with a personal trainer today for the first time in my life.. and lets just say they can just go jump off of a cliff, cuz writing this blog right now is making me almost wanna cry. I have so much pain, ugh it sucks. I can't really walk, cuz my legs are numb, so are my hands. Tomorrow's gonna be sooo much worse. But i guess it's a good thing since i'm finally getting back in shape[= 

I'm thinking about going winter shopping this Saturday.. I need some new winter clothes, and new boots =D

Haha South Park is hilarious, but i think i like Family Guy way way way more, no doubt. I also like this "I'm really horny for some reason but i don't wanna look at porn so i don't know what to do.. what the hell?" hahaha it's also going in my Facebook's Quote section =]

It's gonna be so weird if all of these sites we use just suddenly disappear... Like Facebook for example. People are gonna DIE! And Blogspot, or Myspace (haha nahh) Twitter, TUMBLR! Omg it would be terrible that means i wasted a quarter of my life just blogging and putting new status updates and everything for ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! O.o That wouldn't be a good scene. Seeing people freak out cuz there's no more Facebook haha. It would be kind of good though, it would be amazing if our grades get higher! Ahh now i kinda want all these sites to just go away... maybe for only a month or a week or something. Yeahh. So today i was bored in AO becuase SOMEONE didn't listen to me and didn't love me enough to come visit/sit next to me in my AO. I was soooo pissed. >=[ Whatever. No candy for you. 

Ahhh i'm excited for Halloween! I'm going costume shopping soon, if i find out what i'm doing first. Tell me what i should be dressed up as. ( yes i'm talking to you ) 

Okay byyyyyyyyyyyye.

Day 5- I live for myself.

I think I'm just gonna put myself first. I mean, I know you're supposed to do that anyways, but I usually used to just put people before me; parents, friends, even strangers. I liked to act like my dad, helping people, and always being there for them, no matter what. But that's just gonna hurt me, because WHEN I'm there for some people (best friend, or a special person) I expect the same thing from them, it's wrong, but I can't help it. And I've realized that I'll always get let down no matter what, because not everyone knows what you're expecting from them. Even though some should know. Eh I don't care, anymore. Whatever happens, happens. I live for myself, and only myself, not gonna let anyone ruin it, unless I finally find that ONE person who'll know what I mean by all this, and someone who'll always be following along with my thoughts. Either way, I'm not gonna let people bring me down. 

Changing the subject.. I just got back from the gym, and I'm pretty sore. I guess this is what I get for being out of shape. So I've decided to go to the gym 3 or 4 times a week, just so I can get ready for track and actually be in a lot of events this year. As of right now my goals are:

1) Get straight A's.

2) Keep exercising.

3) Look into colleges that benefit me. 

4) Have an awesome relationships with both my parents.

5) Find a new job.

More to come....

So if I accomplish one of those, I'm just gonna cross it down, and it's gonna make me feel just THAT much more good about myself (=

Ugh, I gotta study for my history test on Tuesday, and do some physics. I may have to go to my physics AO to see how I'm supposed to do all this crap on my worksheets. Aw my nail broke.. haha I don't usually whine about stuff like that, but I'm kinda disappointed now haha. I gotta go take a shower cuz I stank. Hahaha. && I gotta go to walmart too, so I'm gonna stop writing, laterr. (=

Day 4- Tired.

I'm tired, mentally, and physically. I can't wait to graduate and not have to deal with anything. Yuuuuup. 

Gonna wake up tomorrow and go to the gym, hopefully i'll feel better, since this weekends been shitty. 

I'm just gonna keep watching south park until I fall asleep. Night night.

Day 3- I hate this.

I can't feel anything anymore, happiness, excitement, nothing. How can you talk to me like a complete stranger? What did i do? Last thing i remember is not wanting to leave you alone, and to change my whole life around for you, just because of YOUR choices. Now all the sudden you just act like you don't give a shit anymore? && I'm a teenager.. It's not supposed to bother me so much.. But why is it killing me by bits and pieces? I just don't know what i can do to make you realize how much i care, and how i don't wanna let you go through this alone. I can't do the one thing you want me to do... I can't tell you how i feel, i can't tell you how much this is hurting me, I just can't. I'm not good with words, and especially nothing emotional. I wanna tell you everything, but i just can't man up and say it. I thought maybe you'd know by now how i'd be after 16 years, but i guess not. I feel like there's this massive black hole in my throat and my heart just sucking everything in, i can't breathe, and i can't control anything. My tears just start going everywhere, and i can't even control it. I guess you can say i'm disappointed.. You were the only person i trusted. You were the only person i thought i could go to, when everyone else had turned their backs on me, just like how they all do. But you proved me wrong, you showed me your sudden emotions get in the way of your real emotions. You suddenly give up on me, you're suddenly completely okay with just letting me go and forgetting about me.. That's what i don't get, it's not right nor normal. 

I just don't know what else to do, I can't go on with my life acting as though everything's fine. I can pretend, at time. But that could only take me for so long, then I'll just crash again. 

Part two of my #2 entry!

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i'm watching jersey shore, and it's almost over, but yeah i'm alittle happy cuz i actually saw it. Blah, so i can't wait untill i beat this retard in running, I CAN'T WAIT. Victory SHALL BE MINE HOE. & I WILL NOT CALM MYSELF. (Insider) not that anyone else reads this haha.

Anyway, today kind of sucked.. I was tired, and my german teacher didn't show my video AGAIN, and she said was gonna. She's such a liar. BUT I made her pinky promise me that she'll show it first thing tomorrow, but this mean i have to wait 6 classes before seeing my master piece [= haha. Ugh Angelina talks so much, hopefully she'll leave the show. 

Oh hell naw. If you give up I will strangle you.. just letting you know. 

Random but meaningful to a certain person. 

Okay so i've had about 20 kit kats and if you multiply that by two it's OBVIOUSLY 20.. haha 40. So yeah i'm pretty hyper right now, i think i'm so hyper that i'm actually horny..... that was a complete joke. I was not serious at all. Wow that was kind of embarrassing, but at the same time i don't wanna delete it... soo whatever. I want more food. I want candy. I want mac and cheese. I can't believe it's not butter!

Lalalallalalala I wanna listen to music, but what... 

I dunno, maybe some Michael Jackson, yeahh totally. I think i might just listen to his "Ghost" song, it's pretty cool[= but at the same time i wanna listen to the "smooth criminal" song by Alien Ant Farm because they make another version of Michael Jackson's song. 

Wow I've written a whole lot. But I'm just gonna post a song so ENJOY! [=

P.S. I think Justin Bieber's hair is hot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtZfW2z9dw

"he's climbin in your windows

he's snatchin your people up
tryna rape em so y'all need to
hide your kids, hide your wife
hide your kids, hide your wife
hide your kids, hide your wife
and hide your husband
cuz they're rapin errbody out here
you don't have to come and confess
we're lookin for you
we gon find you
we gon find you
so you can run and tell that,
run and tell that
run and tell that, homeboy
home, home, homeboy"

Day 2- .....

I've been so exhausted today... ]= I haven't done anything since I've been home, which is bad. I have to study for 3 test.. One for tomorrow, and two for Tuesday. 

Sooo I wrote that part like a long time ago, and it's 11pm and I'm still trying to write this. Haha I'm watching jersey shore... well actually WTF I didn't see the first one cuz i thought it would play it again at 11... BUT NOOO it's the after hours crap.. ugh i'm so pissed. >=[

I'm mad now. 

I don't even wanna write anymore.. My writing mojo's gone... 

Alright bye.

1st Day of My 365 Blogging Entry!

Haaaiiii. So today we had the writing test, and it wasn't persuasive.... WTF. I had no idea what I was doing.. =/

I mean I think I'm gonna pass...Haha. I mean they curve the whole thing so I'm straaaiiighhtt. Hahahaha. 

I'm so awake, I'm not one bit tired, it's not a good thing, since my dad's gonna probably come in and start his persian accented bitching. It's pretty funny, but annoying. Ugh I don't wanna finish packing... I mean I wanna see my mom, I miss her.. I haven't even seen her at all. =[ But I guess I can't see her all the time, at least for now. I wish I was 5. I mean... I didn't have to deal with anything, no drama, stupid bullshit. All I had to worry about was whether or not if my mom was gonna catch me doing something I wasn't supposed to. Haha.

Soo I think I'm friends with someone who can actually be a normal person, and not a backstabbing hoe. So it's cool I guesssss. Oh I'm obsessed with Tumblr... I can't stop uploading all sorts of stuff on it. It's addictive! You should try it ( whoever's reading this.... only one person...).

Wow i just heard.. "taking cotton balls, putting them in juice and eating them"...... TV's weird as heelllll. Especially when it shows nothing but psychotic teenagers who kill their families and friends. OOOOOOH I wanntttt school to be over with. And I NEED TO GET TAN, NOT ORANGE JUST TAN. I'm tired of being my own flashlight in dark places since i'm so damn white! And I'm freaking PERSIAN!  

Whateveerrrr. I have a feeling this whole blog thing's gonna take a long time... like... 365 days...

But yeah, since i don't know what else to write about then i'm gonna stop writing for now, but after i share this news on here... My friend got married tonight. I'm proud of him.. Hopefully he'll keep this one.. Yeah. 

Okay I'm done. I'm gonna continue obsessing over Tumblr and try and go to sleep... Night night!

Sick?

Helloo. So last night, right after i wrote the last post i fell asleep. During 2 AM i woke up with my stomachs pain.. Ughh it was HORRIBLE! I didn't know what to do to make it go away! I didn't want to wake up my dad but after an hour i realized i really had it. I woke my dad up, he came in the room and put a hot towel on my stomach ( i don't know haha) but for some reason i passed out from the pain.. So i wake up and i'm in the hospital. So by then it was about 4 in the morning. So i just got home and it's about 3:30 in the afternoon, and this is when school lets out, so obviously i didn't attend school. 

Anyways, my stomach still hurts a little bit... Which sucks, But i'm watching MADE, the second most stupid, unnecessary show to ever be produced... next to the George Lopez's show. I don't even know why people bother going to that show, when all they accomplish is a good embarrassment for themselves. It's whatever though since it's not me, haha. 

Okay so i was thinking about making a "Parmida's Wish List" for every single holiday that comes up.. I was also thinking about finding ANOTHER job. I mean i had one, but i ended up not having it. It was stupid, anyways, hahahaha. So yeahh.. I need a job i guess. I'm eating yogurt, and i'm bored. I played COD.. Call of duty aka Modern Warfare 2... yeah... I know, "You're a girl, you play xbox??!". I hear that from everyone. But i don't care, it's fun and entertaining. And i love it! Some people say "ew why would you play xbox, you tomboy" and some say "oh my gosh that's so hot!". So it doesn't really matter. 

Blahh.. Blogging can be boring. But i was thinking about making a 365 days worth of blogging. I don't know how it's gonna go. But i'm hoping i would go through with it and not give up. I would pretty much write about anything and everything. Anyone who would read this would pretty much know my whole entire life, in other words; you guys would be my cyber best friends! Haha. it should be interesting. So tomorrow will be my first day! Yay! Alright well i'm gonna stop and go watch some more TV or even discover some new music, if i can, it's hard. =/

Okii byyyeee.

Herroo

Hi! Well this is my first blog.. And i don't even know if anyones gonna be reading this.. Since i haven't really seen the privacy settings and whatnot. Well I'm gonna start off by saying the basics. I go by the name Parmida and I'm 16 years old, going to be 17 this December so i can NOT wait! I used to play soccer ( addicted ) but now i just play it for fun. I run for my high school, it's pretty cool i guess, but very exhausting. I have two dogs. And my parents just recently got a divorce so it's pretty nerve recking... But it's life, we can't really sue anyone in that situation, unfortunately. 

Okay so enough of that. Currently i'm watching FAMILY GUY! My favorite show, definitely, it's hilarious. And if you have never watched it then i am very disappointed and actually advise you to turn on your TV to TBS at 8 o'clock at night on Monday nights. :D Haha. 

Oh and i also want whoever's reading this to watch Tosh.0, he is judgmental,  but that just makes it that much funnier. Anyways, I'm just gonna stop writing for now and go watch ma show[=

Leave any comments or anything if you like! And i'll talk about whatever sort of topic you throw at me, so bring it on [=

Thanks for reading!